Demi-Gods and Demons

The following text, entitled “Demi-gods and Demons” is the pre-scripted outline for a talk presented at Taggart House Salon series in Stockbridge , Massachusetts ,

USA

on November 19, 2002 . As the salon evolved, it became evident that the participants wished to focus upon the process diagrams written on a small display board for the occasion. These diagrams will be found at the end of the short text, and can be accessed by the reader in sequence or as needed.

The diagrams are also part of a paper in process entitled: ”The Cause of Synchronicity: Harnessing the Mind/ Matter Connection” which will be presented at an IEEE-participating conference in 2003.

Personal anecdotes included in this paper, and in other writings by E. Macer-Story, are provided in the spirit of both journalistic accuracy and ethical scientific inquiry. As when in the development of anesthetic ether, all experiments which might have caused unknown side effects were performed on the physicians and not on "expendable" human subjects. Additionally, only the experiencer can completely know what mental states and images might have accompanied synchronous or anomalous phenomena.

If you wish, please participate in the synchronous evolution of this study by emailing your comments and/or insights to E. Macer-Story at sync@fluidice.com .

When dealing with the subject of spirits, one should be prepared to be perplexed. For identity is different in the spirit world than in the mundane human community.

FIGURE ONE: Sense of identity or presence and energy intersecting with the perceptual mechanism but without a specific, mundane identity.

Just at the time I was getting this lecture together, I was strongly reminded of the enigmatic nature of spirit communication. I had been going through old family documents to find the birthdate of my great great grandfather Macer and stumbled across several unidentified items in a jewelry box which had belonged to my mother. These would have meant nothing to someone going through the items for an estate sale, but these small items had a stunning effect on me.

FIGURE TWO:The fifth dimension, where identity is stored in “akashic” records begins to be perceived in 4 dimensional time.

For in the bottom of my conservative Mother’s jewelry box was a metal belt buckle with an emblem citing “Gott” in German embossed with a version of the Prussian eagle (not the swastika) and accompanied by a small world globe insignia with the eagle atop, seeming both to be military artifacts from World War One. Beneath these metal items was a cloth insignia which looked as if it had never been sewn on a garment. It was gold with a red background and looked very familiar to me. For it was the same distinctive emblem which since 1974 I have privately associated with a protective spirit guide identified in telepathic transmissions only by the name of “Soldier”.

FIGURE THREE: The akashic is operative via the fluidice matrix to cause and transmit 4 dimensional effects directly, without a linear bridge.

My perception of “Soldier” was strictly as an enigmatic spirit who warned me of gross potential damage or treachery by mildly injuring me or my property. This sequence of warnings began when I was “accidentally” pushed against a painting I had done of “Soldier”and the frame of the picture caught my face at the edge of the eye socket and wounded me. Actually, the wound was slight but bled very visibly. I discovered later gross covert violence and treachery by the individual who had “accidentally” caused the very visible, slight wound. When this happened, I was telepathically informed by “Soldier” that the spirit was practicing a form of military strategy by making subtle aggression embarrassingly visible.

FIGURE FOUR:The mental intent of the spirit is the dynamic identity, operating from the 6^th dimension of mind fields, utilizing symbolic memory stored in the akashic records, and directly engineering a scenario between people.

It seems that the “effect” of the minor injury, of bringing hidden negative intent to light, was “willed” in outline by the spirit intelligence, but not inducted directly in a linear way. The event “came together” and self-organized as the spirit had intended as a matter of strategy. Subsequent to this initial event, there were events which involved the “apport” or spontaneous appearance of the emblem of this spirit guide, a chevron or boomerang-shaped mark. Once the chevron actually appeared on my arm as a slight bruised abrasion. I did not discuss these warnings, which always proved correct, with anyone because by common sense I thought that people might try to imitate the warning sign in order to fool me. We will see what “Soldier” does in the future. Will the spirit change his emblem or is his job finished with this essay and subsequent public discussion? Spirit guides are often like teachers who have a certain grade level of expertise.

Actually, on the day I located the Prussian belt buckle I was feeling a bit pushed by several crank emails hostile to my work.

FIGURE FIVE: A dynamic identity is manifesting in a way at cross purposes to my current projects and identity.This is direct, four dimensional communication, not overtly telepathic.

These emails were anti-Semitic and anti-feminist and by implication physically threatening, being in one instance warped nursery rhymes showing an accomplished satiric intelligence with some knowledge of my mundane identity, but making significant mistakes in satirizing what was assumed were aspects of my personal life. I had therefore been mildly annoyed but had not taken the comments seriously since it seemed there was no real physical proximity.

Later on the day I discovered “Soldier’s” emblem in the jewelry box I had intended to send an email to friends interested in my research into the neo-Nazi occult and had attached one of these crank emails as an example. But the computer keyboard locked and would not duplicate the text correctly on the monitor display.

FIGURE SIX: Non-linear interruption may indicate either action from a “spirit guide” or the PK of the clairvoyant operator, entering via “fluidice matrix” transduction via self-organization by the subconscious or super-conscious awareness.

It was then I decided that such an email might actually be foolish since one of the problems with the hostile nursery rhyme satires was that the correspondent occasionally threw into the mix remarks about “Sybil” and multiple personality, as well as warped references to sexual aspects of telepathy. By attaching any commentary which duplicated these wicked remarks I might be playing into the hands of an opponent who wished to initiate a childish exchange of low level insults.

There is also the possibility that the email “Sybil” meant seriously that s/he had multiple personalities and was acting partly by spirit inspiration from the “ noon demon” which s/he associated in several emails with the “X-tain” Santa Claus.

FIGURE SEVEN: An intelligence acting to utilize the sixth dimensional mental fields raids the akashic records and inspires a person to act in an irrational, offensive and possibly dangerous way and/or their self-organizing subliminal consciousness raids these records with evil or disturbed intent .

Recall in this context that serial killer David Berkowitz originally told authorities he was directed to shoot people by a “black dog” which communicated telepathically. Sometimes the presence of a demonic or powerful control-oriented “demi god” spirit identity will confer preternatural esp, hypnotic and telekinetic abilities on an individual who is mentally fragmented or has a weak sense of inner identity. Because the indivisual has a weak, specific mental structuring, the deceptive spirit can mentally control the mind of the individual by injecting a prototype from the aksashic records which can template with the individual’s personality somewhat. David Berkowitz reports feeling “invincible” at the time he committed the “Son of Sam” killings, as if he was a secret warrior

Note that the inducted identity of a power-oriented spirit guide is often generic and generalized, dominating the weaker or devalued material specifics. On the other hand, a positive guidance leaves certain key questions to be resolved by the human percipient just as a positive CEO does not hang over the desk of an associate “making sure” everything gets exactly done.

I do not understand what the Prussian items were doing in my deceased Mother’s jewelry box. I can consider two possibilities—neither of which seems particularly probable to me. My great uncle was stationed in France and Germany during World War One and my Mother had shown me photos of him there in uniform. Maybe he had given her these items as a souvenir. The other possibility is even more vague. One of the tales told by my Mother about her youthful days in the late 1930’s working as a Dietician in the Bronx and traveling into New York City to take Spanish lessons at the Berlitz school at night was that a group of Germans with Nazi sympathies had been hanging out at the Berlitz languages courses and invited her to several parties. She was actually dating one of the German men. Then when the attack on Pearl Harbor happened she broke off absolutely from this group and traveled to San Francisco , where she volunteered for military service and was sent to the South Pacific as an army dietician. But after the war relatives noticed that my Mother was being investigated by the FBI, who turned up asking questions about her activities.

I once sensed what I could only term “German sorcery” or spirit presence of a hostile nature, like a hex, following my parents. I asked my Mother about any previous associations with German sorcerers and she provided the tale about the Berlitz school but did not recall witnessing any occult ceremonies. This was in 1991 when I was writing my book DR. FU MAN CHU MEETS THE LONESOME COWBOY:SORCERY AND THE UFO EXPERIENCE and was in touch with several people who had large libraries on European sorcery. One of these individuals very co-operatively sent me an extensive bibliography on Germanic sorcery of the Faustian sort, with complex diagrams and philosophical interpretations. As soon as I connected with this material, I realized it was not what I sought. Rather, my sense of a “Germanic hex” was in the area of “hands on” mind over matter or “spirit hexing’ not requiring complex intellectual systems.

FIGURE EIGHT: An intelligence may use or raid the akashic records to impress at various areas of timespace the actual material substance of the electromagnetic material structure with links to 6^th dimensional intent or will which form attachments to the traction fluidice at the atomic nuclei. Thus, the curse on the invaders of King Tut’s tomb, though it was impressed into the akashic records in7,000 or whenever can still act in 2002 according to the 6^th dimensional will of the talismancer, and can act wherever fragments of the tomb might be transported. In the reverse, perhaps a carving might be made especially secure because in the future a photo of this carving will preserve in a book evidence of an entire civilization .In the future, the will of the archeologist is to find some legible carving.

Maybe my Mother picked up the World War One belt buckle and uniform decoration in a yard sale but kept these things because she had sentimental resonance from the guide identifying itself as “Soldier”. Something on the order of this sentimental interpretation seems the most probable to me because the uniform chevron had never been worn.

As if to reinforce this impression of “Soldier” being behind the thought-provoking World War One memorabilia, I discovered beneath my computer desk a few hours later a gold cardboard chevron from one of “Soldier’s” previous apport-warnings. This is a small item, about an inch wide between the two ends of the V-shape, the size of old fashioned pudding charms. I was sure I had stashed this item in my “talisman box” where I preserve the apports and other marked talismans which I have discovered in my pursuit of these topics.

After I had picked up this talisman, and placed it on top of a stack of CD files on the deak, the computer keyboard worked perfectly. Inwardly, I had now acknowledged the message:”Be alert for dangerous chicanery.” I did not have long to wait. In the early hours of the morning, while taking a break from re-drafting my book in process, I was having some pumpkin pie in the dining area at the back of the darkened house when I heard an “RUURRR” sound as if a motorcycle or other small vehicle was nearby. I listened carefully but this sound was not repeated. Later in the day, I noticed a jagged lightning bolt-like streak of tar in front of the double garage door where a friend’s car is stored inside for the winter. One tire track had crossed the wet tar, a motorcycle track. I photographed this stuff It was Veteran’s Day, November 11, 2002 . I thought whimsically of the spirit guide “Soldier” and the Vietnam veterans motorcycle club “Rolling Thunder”.

The exact interpretation of this lightning bolt of tar and related activities will be in my upcoming book entitled DOING BUSINESS IN THE ADIRONDACKS : TALES OF THE BIZARRE AND SUPERNATURAL.

Just when you think you know “what’s up” with these spirits, they de-regularize the entire situation. Action by unconventional identities is different from the actions of “known” demi-gods or demons. Is the idea of any one “devil” or deity just the mask behind which individual spirits play with the sensibilities of those mortals limited to four dimensional, sensory perception? In a similar way, such titles as “priest”, “mayor”, “doctor” and “artist” are similar generic identities behind which facades certain trickster human beings may be hiding.

One of the obstacles to constructive psychical research is the concept of “absolute identity”. The “fluidice matrix” concept briefly diagramed with reference to the symbolic communications from “Soldier” can also assist in understanding the “identity” situation, beyond the limits of associative “in depth” psychology. Emotions alone do not explain spontaneous psychical phenomena. For example, a strong emotion may cause a person to make a phone call or initiate some other communication. But the dynamics of the communication are not explained by the emotion alone. For one may “feel” strongly and not have the right telephone number or be in the midst of a storm with all phones and electrical power inoperable.

It seems to be true that when an individual is part of a co-dependent nexus larger than the single self and a communication—emotional or casual—is literally important to the shared nexus of individual lives, a telepathic and/or spirit communication will break through into conscious awareness . Urgent valentines or warnings important to “one and/or two alone” do not always transmit as expected.

In giving clairvoyant readings, I have found this shared nexus dynamic to be true in group situations. Disregarding emotional or linear logic, the clearest responses will concern more than the destiny of one person unless that particular person is crucial to the transactions of other people . This is why people who “seem already secure” sometimes get more security largesse from the spirits. In their stability , they are actually latched to many others or to a “significant other”., and by that term I do not mean an artsy-craftsy name for “sweetheart”. A “significant other” could be almost anyone you know who has a significant role to play in shared destiny.

For example, the cab driver who gets lost in traffic so that the surgeon does not get to the airport and thus misses his connecting flight to Patagonia where he was scheduled to save the life of a fugitive terrorist is actually a significant player in the lives of those impacted by possible terrorism. That cab driver, whom you may see only once in the city when you hail a cab for a completely different errand is your “significant other” if the crime he accidentally prevented was going to impact your destiny in some way.

This principle is also true of individual spirit entities and spirit guides. It is quite possible that communications and images we think of as from a spirit with a definite identity may be one component of a composite with façade identities is several different timespace locations.

Emmanual Swedenborg dealt with the concept of entities forming composites on the astral and etheric planes. Conceptually, since these discarnate Intelligences are not bound by the constraints of organic process and linear timespace it is possible that a linked intent in the sixth dimension of mental functioning might actually be able to actualize simultaneously in very separate areas of timespace, under different overt identities.

If an individual thought his/her spirit guide who had given the name “Bluebird” was only associated with the Polynesian séance where this name was first used, this individual will be surprised to find phrases associated with “Bluebird” being enunciated by a Scotsman wearing red and yellow plaid kilts (before, after or during) the directly local encounter with the designated kahuna. The same can be said of course for the devout conservative Christian who finds the name of his/her innermost guardian angel being uttered by a drumming street shaman.

Physical objects can be drawn by spirits spontaneously into a self-organized nexus of manifestation. As in contemplating the individual elements of an Egyptian cartouche or the pictographs of the original, non-alphabetic Chinese language, the person who notices the manifesting nexus must make a specific translation of the assemblage of objects, telepathically transmitted bits and pieces of language and actual context of the rebus event in order to come to some conclusion about the intentions and identity of the spirits, if some unseen logos is not actually self-organizing the perceived symbolic communication.

For example, I was intensely painting a design based on a heart-shaped piece of glass , perhaps a semi-precious gem, I had found while sorting family memorabilia. As I painted this design, I noticed that several areas of the stylized heart while still wet actually resembled blood, and I felt uneasy about this situation as at the back of my mind there were a number of family problems of a previous generation which included violence and betrayal. My perception as a sensitive child was of a negative spirit entity somehow connected with obscure problems I could not fathom, but which frightened me. According to notes in one of her daily appointment books, my father’s Mother had also perceived a terrifying force or intruder at one time. No one in the family would discuss this situation although I noticed others also at times perceived and reacted to the spirit.

As I painted, I was also thinking of accessing by email a person now tracing my great grandfather’s birth records in England . I had always suspected that the spirit had something to do with the origins of the Macer family and recently a person by that last name had contacted me from the UK asking if we were related. Distantly, we are related and I have discovered that the Macers originater from an area near Wicken Fen in England , a unique wetlands area reputed to be haunted by the ghosts of witches and highwaymen and to be a place where spirit lights, locally called “lantern men” are regularly seen..

It seems that perhaps something of the eerie heritage of Wicken Fen was being deliberately suppressed by my grandparents generation—perhaps as a matter of survival within a conservative community. At any rate, this entire panorama was passing through my mind as I painted what appeared to me to be a design taking on the uncomfortable purplish characteristics of actual blood. I really did not want to find myself face to face with a “lantern man” while alone in my studio so I decided to wash off the brushes and go up onto my computer writing platform to check the email.

There I found that the beige rug was splotched with bright red paint (not blood-colored) which formed a bright ring of red blobs around my chair . This was not reassuring. I found also that a cousin from that same branch of the family had left two emails on my queue while i was painting. She was worried because her first email to me had bounced. My first thought was, of course, that it looked as if a staged murder had occurred on my writing chair. Was some spirit trying to warn me of potential violence ? Or of the reality of past violence? Or was this rebus of paint communicating that the former apparitions were all “sturm und drang”, trumped up as if paint looking like blood was used as a stage prop?

Whatever the exact intent, the effect was followed by an electrical power outage which diverted attention into dealing with an emergency within the present area of timespace. When the slightly stained carpet and the half-finished painting were reviewed after this event, the message was simply that the entrance to any past emotional maze, as depicted in the unfinished painting, is closed. The design must be finished as a work of art in the present circumstances.

Clearly, the spirit message was in total: ’Stay alert in the present circumstances. You cannot know the exact history of another person’s heart.” This appears to be a genuine communication from a presence outside my particular consciousness since prior to finding the red blobs around my chair my focus had been on unraveling the past familial maze. But it seems that was the wrong direction, as if the blobs were there on the floor to clean up so that my attention would be properly drawn into present circumstances.

The Hawaian huna belief system considers these quaisi-parental , ghostly loas to be like tribal elders. They have a way of protecting the individual by forcing a familial or group destiny. There are similar spirit guides in the African and Chinese practices, tribal and family demi-gods set up in each household.

In the voodoo (voudoun) pantheon, these demi-gods are more like the Greek and Roman deities familiar from mythological literature. But these demi-gods of sorcery manifest also by possessing the bodies of their devotees, as well as manipulating the masks with which we began this discussion.

Sometimes the possessing entities are trickster demi-gods who seem negative or frightening but actually accomplish a ;positive effect on the humans they approach. In my upcoming book:”Doing Business in the Adirondacks : True Tales of the Bizarre and Supernatural” I will explain why it is unwise to underestimate the craft and power of the self-oriented and sometimes cruelly destructive spirit entities and their human collaborators and pawns. I have been assisted in these endeavors by spirit Intelligences who are more positively oriented toward humankind.

FIGURE ONE: Sense of identity or presence and energy intersecting with the perceptual mechanism but without a specific, mundane identity.

The events have a cause which is the message which links these events in cognition. Where is the intentionality of this message located?

I suggest that the origin of what we call “synchronicity” lies in the “fluidice matrix”, as previously notated in theoretical form.

Fig.1 non-local effects from atomic fission/ fusion via fluidice matrix transduction[i] An event configuration within this matrix can map onto several different timespace locations simultaneously or in a manner separated by apparent linear, electromagnetic timespace.

FIGURE TWO:The fifth dimension, where identity is stored in “akashic” records begins to be perceived in 4 dimensional time.

An event configuration within this matrix can map onto several different timespace locations simultaneously or in a manner separated by apparent linear, electromagnetic timespace.

How does it happen then that several entire physical, four dimensional events are thus instantaneously “popped out” into the electromagnetic continuum?

It has previously been theorized [ii] that the traction fluidice transduction takes place within the nuclei of the linked atoms and is thus actualized within molecular mass structure in a way which is not dependent on linear molecular resonance and/or kinetic collision.

FIGURE THREE: The akashic is operative via the fluidice matrix to cause and transmit 4 dimensional effects directly, without a linear bridge.

All of these coherent levels of living mass structure also have complex, higher dimensional correspondences , sometimes in the form of parallel universes or continua. However, this paper is limited to a description of the six dimensions most closely

Occult and magical systems such as those taken from the symbology of ancient Egypt, which differentiate several energy bodies, as in the “ba”, ”ka” and so on are a representation of this observed or “felt” process . One feels these energy levels shift as the subtle energy is shifting within the organic tissue.

If one assumes that the patterning energy must first enter the “fluidice matrix” before transmitting the health pattern to the individual then the clear possibility emerges that the pattern may not imprint outward from the matrix process in the same form as intended by the healer.

Fig.4:Entanglement of willed process with Other willed logi on parallel timelines

The pattern is contingent because it is inextricably linked with other process patterns not intended or under control of a single individual or single group intention. A fusion of destinies is the lens through which the individual concept must pass whilst becoming palpable in the four dimensional sense.

Here there is a parallel with the recognition of cyberspace as attached to certain electromagnetic arrangements of components in a computer or other electronic communications instrument.

FIGURE FIVE: A dynamic identity is manifesting in a way at cross purposes to my current projects and identity.This is direct, four dimensional communication, not overtly telepathic.

Once again, it is necessary to invoke some reference from outside the process which contains the configurational “meaning” of virus as destructive micro-intelligence in order to describe the selection of the SSI file for emailing to this particular writer, who already had contemplated the idea of a living, non-organic nano-intelligence.

Fig.6: virus selecting “virus” as manipulated from fluidice matrix to knowing receptor who conceptualizes “virus”

Philosophical speculation aside, the key to discussing and deliberately utilizing non-local effects mediated by the fluidice matrix is the receptor system in the electromagnetic continuum. The fluidice traction transduction energy in the atomic nuclei must be able to be malleable to the “live energies” which carry self-organizing event/idea constructs to and from the recording matrix. Within the fluidice matrix, the coded electromagnetic event may be simply entered or it may be adjusted and re-fed back into the electromagnetic four dimensional arena in a variety of timespace areas simultaneous with the non-temporal matrix.

This added factor is the intelligence or “life” of the self-organizing logos, but life on the level of subtle energy which may or may-not have a material body as part of the identity matrix.

Therefore, an identity matrix may rove from receptor system to receptor system in order to “live” four dimensionally and communicate some message. It is striking that rogue computer programs are called “viruses” and that viruses actually are life forms with a distinctive structure which can be semi-crystalline in nature.

A “pattern” then is induced to extend from the master fluidice matrix in order to encompass and record what’s happening to the mass structure. This process is the reverse of an explosion/implosion. It is more like a cyber download and conversion process.

An ordering and inclusion of the complex data information state is happening Note that the process is exactly the same for both positive and negative intention. Like any force or process such as fire and electricity, deliberate access to the higher dimensional process can be used for good or evil.

Beyond linear and configurational time, considered as the measure of 6 dimensional change, there are other continua which have causal input into the “fluidice matrix”. There are echoes and images of these continua impressed in the fifth dimensional akashic records. Both the akashic records and the sixrh dimensional mind fields in turn have resonance in additional parallel and/or concomitant dimensions. The dynamics of this linkage is complex.

Thus, nothing is without a cause but the cause may actually follow the effect in linear time or be completely obscure or incoherent in any limited 6 dimensional sphere. How is it possible to use or harness these effects to facilitate human evolution and enlightenment?

[i] E.Macer-Story .“Living Energy Within Mass Structure”WSEAS Press. Interlaken Conference2002.

[ii] E.Macer-Story. “Living Energy Within Mass Structure.”WSEAS Press.Interlaken Conference.2002.